ok so after my long rant i had a nice long talk with my parents. my mom didnt realize i needed her to tell me it was ok to do this even if she didnt agree. after that was established it was smooth sailing. my dad just doesnt want to lose his little girl and doesnt agree with the way im doing it but again has given me the ok. i feel so much better like SO much better! i still think my mother has some selfish reasons and my dad was wrong for laughing but they gave me the ok. i have also made a visit to columbus again with baby mama and she loved it! i love it and im so excited. i want to move forward and i want everything to finally come down the pipe so i can get started. been haveing some issues with my opks (4 days of positives and counting) but im pretty sure ive ovulated and it was within a normal time period so i think im still ok. this is short i know but there isnt really much to say. im in the waiting game right now so the rest is just life as normal. d is still getting on my nerves lol and im still in flux with my settlement and so everything just seems to be stuck in the pipes but i keep moving. i try to stay positive and i find myself talking about my soon to be new start like its gonna happen with confidence i hadnt before. im claiming a girl and keeping hope that everything will work out as i planned. i have already named my girl Izabella Josafín and honestly have no idea what im gonna name him if i have a boy but i dont really have to worry about either for a like 6-8months and thats if im lucky lol. all in all i feel like its coming you know like its just around the corner and i just need to hold on a lil more.
