Alright i don't know who else to talk to so i guess i got myself and who ever cares to read this.
I am tired of people making it seem like Im just unimportant especially while telling me i am important. Say one thing do another. Im used to that shit but i want to be so done with it. Don't lie to me or be two faced. Don't tell me Im your friend and you missed me but never come around and when you do its with an attitude or you want something. Don't tell me i can trust you then go and do things that are untrustworthy. I can't have a hug when I've had a bad day (Im too sensitive and need to toughen up) but some bitch you shouldn't even be talking to that you cheated (emotionally which is so much worse) on me with gets one...for what? A thank you? A goodbye? The words "thank you" and "goodbye" work just fine for that. Especially when half the time a kiss and i love you is like pulling teeth (or annoying). Oh or was it for disrespecting me on a regular, acting suspect and shady, showing up unannounced or when Im not around without my knowledge? If i did what you do you'd have a problem with me (like you don't already for me just bein me). How you gonna go off on me for less than literally 30sec of an answer instead of a simple yes or no yet listen to hours of talking and not say shit. You tell me to shut up after a couple sentences or tell me that i can talk to you then get mad and go off b4 i can even finish my point. Then turn around and listen to hours of talking you don't give two fucks about and even better leave me to go listen to some other bitch for an hour while she talks about bull you say you don't care about. Hell you'll hear some shit you don't like don't say nothing to them about it then come yell and fuss and vent to me. So let me get this straight...i can't talk to you without an issue but these motherfuckers can talk for hours then you come back to me pissed off cussin and fussin and Im supposed to listen to you? Especially after you just left me to go listen to somebody else? Sometimes its shit you have NO business being mad about. (that one time kinda hurt). You care about things you shouldn't and don't the things you should. That's me tho, the unimportant. Im just saying don't tell i can't have something then give it to somebody else. I haven't said so much and yet the smallest things blow up so big. I'll just have to take a loss...i can't fix it and i don't think Im wrong. #LonelyOne
