Sunday, August 18, 2013

What Now?

So I've been informed that my bf feels like he got in our relationship too fast. Feels like he needs to be single. Wants to fuck other girls. Loves me and don't want to share me. Wants live lesbian porn basically but will be jealous of the girl...  oh and doesn't want anymore kids right now   what the fuck do i do now??? He's "in a pickle" and Im just sol fucked no matter what...This happens to me everyEVERYevery time. He says he's not mature enough responsible enough for me. His words... Im even trying to find him girls to fuck to keep him and make him happy but at the end of the day history will repeat itself and Im sure to find myself as alone as i feel. Im never gonna catch a break. Don't have the money nor insurance to go it alone now and Im almost positive my cycles are actually messing up now. Early oh i consistent days... Im damaged and insignificant i see that now.shoulda known this whole thing was too good to be true...now Im in love committed and on the verge of being hurt again. Lets just get it over with already. Bm got a car you can use now, just in time.

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