Me

For some it is easy to be selfish, for others selfless...

I am kind and at times that is the same as weak. I want to be able to breathe, I want this moving mess over. I want to be married, to be a mother. Instead I'm suffocating, don't know what to do about moving, getting married whenever and how ® sees fit, becoming a mother...idk ask God. ® refuses to do anything about his bm and I'm well I'm just letting it all happen. I swear its like I control nothing about my own life. I don't want to cause issues nor lose what I have. Is it wrong to want more? Is it wrong to ask what about me...?